Saturday, April 9, 2011

one, two baby steps

listening to I Won't Let You Go by Rascal Flatts

Hands clasped. We will make it together to the endpoint which we envision. This is what i promise and believe.

Many people will think we're just one of those short lived couples who are just plain desperate for each other. All we have to do is just ignore them and love each other like we always do, proving them wrong. Do they know what we have? Do they know what we're sacrificing? Do they know what height of bliss and satisfaction being in each other's company? Do they even see a glimpse of what we see in our future? Do they see the hue of rainbow that is constantly above us? No they don't. And they don't have to. Let them speculate and we smile like idiots at them, the naysayers.

6 months will turn to a year, to a decade, to a lifetime. :) We will be one of the many aging couples walking along the beach holding hands lovingly enjoying the golden years. We will one day in our old age look back to the little notes and pictures and movie tickets that we kept in our little cake-like treasure box and reminisce the youth and beautiful memories. This i promise you.

The months to come will be difficult, with my hectic college activities taking up my time in tandem with your enlistment to National Service. We might not even meet for weeks in worst cases. But we will persevere. For each other's sake and for the future. We both know our commitments and our promises. I will uphold what i promised to you. And i trust you will too.

If i believe if there's anyone that will wait for me for a 5 years or a decade, it will only be you. That is how much i trust you and the depth of faith i have in you.

If there is more things unsaid here, i hope my little beating heart that bears your name will whisper in your ear whenever you think of me. I love you.

Happy 6 Months Anniversary, love.

There could be many ways to say this but the plainest and the best is still the simple "I Love you"

I love you.