Post- CNY

Today I went back to my hometown in Perak.

We departed at around 12 p.m,

With our car loaded with tons of stuff.

I think the amount of food stored in the car boot,

Is enough to feed us for I think 1 week?

Or perhaps 10 days? LOL

 

Anyway the journey was rather tiring,

As there was traffic jams.

I don’t know if this is normal,

But I think I am experiencing “car sick”.

I feel very dizzy whenever I am in a car.

I think its because in Singapore I rarely sit in a car.

In S’pore, I always walk and take buses and also MRTs to get to places.

So this sensation is a bit new to me.

In fact I find it a bit hilarious,

Because I can’t swallow the fact that I have been traveling in cars for the past 14 years!

And now I am actually resisting it. J

Hehe^^

 

Half way through the journey,

We stopped at the rest houses.

At Tapah, I threw up all the food I consumed during lunch.

Let’s not describe it for appetite reasons.

Then I had ice cream in Baskin Robbins!

I took Mango flavor.

The person at the counter was very nice.

He actually gave us really big scoops! J

 

We proceeded with our trip and we reached around 6 p.m.

There is no 3G here! ==.

 Can you believe it?

My brother was like “This is the first time Celcom actually failed me!”

After unpacking our bags,

I just slumped on the bed and fell asleep.

 

Later we went out for dinner.

I suppose Dad was too hungry,

That he was finding every dish of food that came out of the kitchen “Looks good!”

LOL.

After dinner, we came back to find that one of my cousin’s family is already back.

My little cousin – I don’t know what’s his name (I have too many cousins)-

Came running out shouting “Ultraman!”

What a way to welcome us back.

 

Its’s about 9 p.m now.

My brother’s playing his PS2 again.

Again.

He had already got scolding from Dad for playing before we went out for dinner.

Oh well, its his raging hormones perhaps.

 

I don’t know who else is coming tonight.

But I hope its Bell a.k.a. Ying Zhi.

Missed her a lot! Hehe^^

 

To Jung Min if he’s ever to read this,

I am very frustrated that you found the bomb I planted under your bed.

I was really hoping to blast you and your smart brain into the galaxy.

HAHAHAHA! * evil laughs*

 

Just kidding.

 

I think that’s all for today. Till the next time. Tata!

My pals :)

Today I went to school to check up on my friends.

I called Egan, Indran, and also Aaron.

But nobody picked up his phone! L

I was wondering if this was a coincidence or what..

 

Then I decided to give a call to Tanisha.

She picked up the phone,

And she was like “OMG, is this Gie Eng?”

I told her to meet me at the gate in 2 minutes,

And she was shouting on the other end of the phone.

“Two Minutes?!?!? What the?!”.

I just ended the call and soon enough I reached my alma mater.

It hasn’t change much ( I mean c’mon, its only been about 3 months since I last step in to this place),

Just that I have noticed there have been an increase of student intake this year.

Then Priscilla just rushed out of the main gate,

Hugged me tightly followed by Tanisha,

And Nurissa,

And I don’t know who else. LOL.

 

I met Jayson, Kenji, Jalchin, and also Rishi.

Rishi nearly couldn’t recognize me!

He was like “Eh, why you look so different ar?” J

“You look taller!”

Mind you, he’s shorter than me.

That’s why he noticed my height as the difference.

Yay I grew taller!

Finally someone is telling me I am taller!!!!

I am happy haha..

But I agree with the person who came up with this pharse

 

“ Flattery is like a chewing gum. Enjoy it, but do not eat it”.

 

Hehe^^

The only thing funny is that I didn’t meet the people I wanted to meet.

I didn’t meet Pheeshelaa, Egan, Nigel, Ms Rubini and also Ms Eveonne.

This is so weird, huh?

Egan was apologizing on the phone later in the afternoon.

And apparently Pheeshelaa was helping the teacher.

Egan was on his way to the CC when I was in school,

Nigel didn’t even go to school.

Indran, I don’t even know if he’s still in school.

 

Anyway, later I went to Sunway to buy stuff for my MacBook,

In your face Aaron. Hehe^^

Then I bought a new headphone and a LAN cable.

I have also bought a new pair of shoes.

It’s a pair of wedges. Very comfy and nice.

Perfect.

 

At night my siblings were glued to my laptop again.

This time I let them watch “The Phantom of the Opera”.

Haha^^ this is actually the 4^th time I am watching it.

I even know which line is the character was about to sing. LOL.

I am a huge fan of the movie.

Thanks to Wafa, actually.

 

I guess that’s the summary of the day.

 

Ciao!

Home Sweet Home

It has been such a long time since I last blogged.

 

By the way, I have finally reached the soil of Malaysia after a long 5-hour trip.

The trip was pretty comfortable because we were all in a coach.

It has a screen at the back of every head seat.

We can actually watch movies and listen to music on the little screen,

But the songs are a bit outdated and old,

So I watch a movie instead.

It’s called “ She’s the Man”.

 

It’s like the English version of HanaKimi.

But it sure is an entertaining movie.

Though I didn’t manage to finish the movie,

I am planning to get the movie anyway.

 

Then I watched “The Phantom of The Opera”.

Boy, was it a good show!

Everything is quite original, especially the music.

I think the illogic thing about the whole is

Christine looked too intoxicated and she is very easily intoxicated,

Especially when she’s with the guys (Raoul and the Phantom)

LOL.

I am just commenting it on my own opinion.

But perhaps for someone else it’s perfect.

Oh well, the music is still in my mind now.

It’s one of the most memorable melodies I have heard so far.

I would recommend it to anyone who likes a bit of musical.

Two thumbs up.

 

By the way in Singapore,

I am staying in a hostel.

The hostel is very cool!

It’s very high tech,

I mean c’mon,

Which boarding school actually needs you to scan fingerprint to enter their premises?

I don’t think you can find a handful.

And one of the best things is that

 

“WE CAN PLAY Wii!!!”

 

Isn’t this cool?

I mean this is like a dream place to be.

I have only boarded for about 3 weeks,

But I felt like I have stayed here for months.

 

I made some great friends here.

One of them is Jung Min.

He’s a Korean and he’s so cheerful (and not to mention chubby)!

I think if I were to give him any nickname,

It would be ‘The Korean Laughing Buddha”

LOL.

 

Then there’s Ya Wen.

She’s a cool, a bit tomboy-ish person.

Well, she’s a Bruneian.

And she is smart.

I wouldn’t mess with her if I were you.

And I personally think she’s an avid fan of Confucius. XP

She’s always “Confucius say ‘ Why…..’” or “Confucius say ‘ you must…’”…..

She’s unique, no doubt.

But she’s very friendly and I am already missing her now.  Ha-ha^^

 

Next up is Chang Yoon.

He’s also another Korean,

About 6 months younger than me,

But he’s already taller than me.

He’s the total opposite of Jung Min, physically,

But not the way they think.

The both of them are very funny!

That day, Chang Yoon slammed the table hard,

And everyone looked at him.

He slammed again,

And looked at his opened palms in awe,

As if he had just discovered a new super-duper power.

Then he said, “Cool!” with his tinge of Korean accent.

 

But he and Jung Min always bully me at night when we play football together.

Every time they kick the ball over the goal post,

They will make me go chase of the ball! T.T

But we really had fun together.

Sometimes my ex- roommate, Wardah, joins us.

Then crappier things happen.

 

I am happy that I met these great friends.

They helped me to settle in faster and easier than I thought.

Thanks a lot!

 

I guess that’s all. I am very tired now.

I think that trip had fed on my energy too much like a parasite.

Ha-ha.

 

Till the next post, Adios!

By the way, I’ll try to post their pictures next time. ^^

The Best Surprise

Today i received the best surprise and the best gift.
It can be considered the best-est thing that can happen in my whole life so far.
Really! i'm not kidding and neither am i joking!

This is what happened.

I met up with Wafa, Priscilla and Amanda plus Nigel and Indran at 1U.
Wafa and Amanda were there first.
So i went to meet them at Baskin Robbins.

Then....
...........
..............
....................................

They asked me to close my eyes.
I did as they told.

They brandished a Topshop plastic bag from their bag
And pass it to me.

Amanda: *cheeky smile on her face* You must wear this when you're in S'pore.
Wafa: Definitely!
Amanda: When you wear them you'll remember us.
Wafa: Yeah. We got them from Topshop. Hope you like it. <3

I peeked into the plastic bag.
LO! Its two PANTIES!!!
And what's more they are all printed with hearts!
I was so shocked yet it was so hilarious!
I laughed out loud.
And thanked them for their unique gift.

Cute? X)

We met up with the guys later.

Next we went to the movies after lunch at Charms. :)
We met Egan, Kyle and Rachel Lim.

Talked and bantered.Amanda. She's a sweet girl!

Wafa can't use chopsticks. Seriously. *solemn

Then the 6 of us went to the movies. Watched Madagascar.
Everything was okay. at the beginning of the show, Indran was sitting next to me.
I think he wasted a lot of popcorn on me. He spilled them on my lap. LOL.

The movie was okay but i prefer the first one though.
But it has a nice twist in the story anyway. Melmon the Giraffe confessed his love to Gloria the Hippo. LOL.

Then we split up and walked around the place. We girls went to Forever 21 and also Zara.
Each of us took one piece of cloth and tried.
Amanda took the liberty to try one that looked like a cheongsam.
She tried it on and the front button came off!
She was flabbergasted.
In the end she just told the sales person there was something wrong with the dress.....
.......................... and she got away with it.

I stopped at a CD shop and bought a CD for Indran.
It was meant to be a Christmas present that we both promised to exchange.
He loved it.
I mean, how can he not?
It's a StarWars CD he had been looking for for years.
He gave me huggy. :)

Then we went to Sakae Sushi for dinner. I ordered beef rice. It was nice.
We talked bout everything and pointless stuff. XD

Nigel: What to makan,ya?

After dinner, we walked around. It was about 7 o'clock already.
Somehow we managed to reach SaSa.
All the gals were testing the perfumes on display.
I went out after a while
We were all on the escalator.
Nigel was by my side.
Then he started talking.

Nigel: Did amanda tell you anything?
Me: Yeah. O.o
Nigel: * weird look* what did she tell you?
Me: Erm.. Clothes, fashion, shoes, food, tennis, perfumes...........*drones on*
Nigel: You know, *pauses for a while* I got you the ticket to the tennis match on tuesday.
Me: * too speechless to speak and mouth gaping*
Nigel: *chuckles*
Me: I..... You... ticket... *stutter, can't get the words right*
Nigel: *smiling*
Me: Gee, thank you so much!! * the gratitude speech went on and on*

This is the prized ticket!

Then I walked to Priscilla, Wafa, and Amanda.
I can't hold my tears any longer.
They just flowed down my flushing cheeks.
Before i know it i'm already sobbing and caught in the arms of my friends.
I was really moved. Tell me, any of your friends would actually spend a rm231 ticket on you?
Anyone? No.
I totally love him and Kiwi for this.
(Kiwi shared the money but it was Nigel's idea originally though)

I was really happy that day.
If you ever read this Nigel,
I want you know how happy was I that day.
That was the best gift <3
It was one happy chapter of my life.
Happy to know thatI have met such wonderful friends.
I truly love you guys.
Thanks to Wafa dn Amanda again for the sexy panties. I love all of you.


...................... Can't wait for Tuesday~~ the tennis match. ;)

The Calling

I received a letter from Singapore offering a place to study there. And what's more, I am going to there. It's not a full scholarship but its a chance of a lifetime. I get to save up a year's of study. The scholarship allows me to pay the school fees as a citizen of Singapore. I am so mixed up inside that I do not know what words to be used to be used to describe my feelings.

*lots of sighs*

Okay, I feel really depressed because I am going to leave everyone behind especially my parents. And also my friends. I am gonna leave my good buddies like Pheeshelaa, Egan, Aaron, Nigel, Wafa, Amanda, Xin Ling, my hubby, Siew Yee, Siew Ni, Carmen, Jayson, Kiwi, Roy, Samara, Priscilla..... gosh the list is too long. And also my teachers, Ms Eveonne, Ms Rubini, Puan Azila, Mr Faisal, and the list goes on..

But at the same time, I am happy too. I mean I can go to Singapore!

*more sighs*

Nevermind, I can't write anymore. Feelings and mind too clouded.

Happy Birthday, My Beloved Mum

October 4th.
My Mum's birthday.
She had just turned 42.
Boy, she still look like she's in her late 20s.
Trust me, I am not biased.

Today, the space in this post will be dedicated to you,
Wholly to you.

You were the one who went thorough all the pain,
to give me a chance to wonder at the beautiful world.
You were the one who first taught me how to speak,
and despite how dummy I might sound at that time,
You still smiled at me with that angelic smile of yours.
You were the one who taught me that humanity and kindness do exist in this world.
You were the one that listen to my problems and offer priceless advices,
You were the one who always tend to my wounds inside indirectly,
You were the one who was always be there whenever I need company.
You are my closest friend and very next to my own heart.
Nobody could replace you, and I swear upon my very existant.

I was always the one to hurt you,
with my words, action and disobedient.
I am truly the worst daughter you could ever have.
Therefore, I've decided to embark upon a total makeover in my attitude.
I'll try my hardest and do my best.
I give you my word as you daughter.
It might take time but I'll keep my promise, this promise, in my mind.

You are the one who was always the first to make up a witty comment no matter how dense the atmosphere is at that moment,
You are the reason why I am still here,
you have instilled your strong personality in me,
influencing me in many ways I couldn't find enough space to describe.

I love you, Mum.
I truly do.



"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrongdoing.
It does not delight in evil,
But rejoices in the truth.
It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves.
There is nothing love cannot face;
There is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things that last forever:
Faith, hope, and love;
But the greatest of them all is love. "

Stupid Day

I missed Pheeshelaa very much,
Lunch and breaks in school is much boring without her laughing,
Or doing something stupid out of the blue.
I can't talk much with her now,
Because she's a prefect,
And we can't get to talk much in class.

Sigh, I understand her duty,
So I am not complaining.

Worries and Comforts

Worries:
1. My piano exam fees is sky high. Its totaled up to a Rm 502.00.
2. My mum is not so well but i believe she's a superwoman.
3. The petrol price plummeted another $120 in the market and its so going to make my life harder.
4. The end year exams are coming.
5. Oceanus will be sold out before i can get my hands on them.
6. I won't be able to talk to Pheeshelaa or Xing Ling that often anymore but I understand.
7. Not enough money to buy tickets for the tennis exhibition match at the end year.
8. My brother might take over my height anytime.
9. I do not know why but i felt like I'm ignoring my crush, ex-crush i suppose, unconsciously. I should do something about it.

Comforts:
1. I'm proud of Egan! *I hope you're reading this, Tigger!
2. I managed to complete one of the three piano exam pieces.
3. My parents gave me more freedom to go the park during the evenings. :)
4. My friends are great!
5. My brother had slimmed down rapidly.
6. The walls in my room are comforting. They listen to my problems and offer me the comfort of silence.
7. Chopin should be given credit too. His music helped me out lots. Especially this few days!
8. I finally get to buy more story books.



Okay, that's the list of my worries and my comforts.
I felt really crabby when I got home.
So i just assume its just the usual mood swings.
Mum was still sick.
God, her tears were even flowing when she's driving.
She needs a flu shot.

Anyway, I was able to go to the park today. :)
I do not know what will happen to me if I had not gone.
I felt really tensed the whole day.
From the moment i opened my eyes till after school.
I have been acting weird in school,
Dazing into the nothingness,
I can't even absorb what Ms. Mariyam was talking.
Even Xing Ling noticed my different behaviour.
I'm sorry Xing Ling, but i can not tell you anything.
I am facing a lot of personal problems that i don't have the guts to tell people,
Even my close friends.

Back to the story,
So I walked to the park,
With my siblings and my dad.
Dad went jogging around the park,
While we played football.
Considering that there wasn't much people at that time,
I went to join the basketball.

We played a game with some guys,
3 of them were really good,
All about 18++,
One of them is quite nice. :)
He's not a sexism,
And he's got a nice smile.
He did a lot of lay ups and slam dunk,
and boy, can he run fast!
One second, he's already at another side of the court.
He is pretty good looking,
I'll give him some credit. :D

After a while,
I went back to the football,
Terence was there too,
I dribbled Andrew,
Gee, you should have heard him swore!
But, sadly, I did not managed to score.
But my moods are so much better now. =)
What a day.

Finally punctured.

My secret is finally punctured.
Guess what?
My crush now know that i had 'feelings' for him.
How good is that?
It was very shocking to discover the truth that he finally knew,
But the fact that he knows now make me feel so bare and vulnerable.

I thank god for His graciousness that my crush,
is still treating me like the usual.
For that, i can not thank him enough.
It wasn't that bad that he finally found,
but there must be a traitor among my friends,
Though I'm not sure of who.

After some mind searching,
I finally decided not to pursue that traitor.
After all, there's no point in confronting him,
as my crush has already know.
Though, i don't really care now. :D
But if i have any more personal secret like this,
I'd wager you that only i will know, not anyone else.
Nobody.
At all.

I had thought of liking him from the back,
And just give up quietly in the end.
Obviously, I didn't manage to do it.
= =

Let me describe how this person is to me.
I think he is good looking, one of its kind,
and he is quite sensitive even if he doesn't shows it.
He's as cool as a cucumber and could beat Zac Efron flat anytime,
and he's is a forgiving person. : )

My feelings for him are kept in minimal,
but with much effort.
I kept my feelings in check,
and not to go over the line.
I had been careful with my feelings,
careful not to spill any clues,
but all it takes was just someone to reveal my secret,
and KA -BOOM,
its out.
*sigh*
Anyway,
i had expected him to run away from me,
or maybe just ignore me,
but he didn't!
He still treat me just the same,
and I'm very thankful.
I sincerely hope that he will get someone better than me.
Honestly. :D

I do like him but i suppose the furthest i can go,
is just maintaining as friends,
which i am happy to be.
I not sure if I'm still so into him,
one thing for sure,
He was my first crush. XD
And he will stay as the first.
Special.

Funny thing is,
I feel relieved.
Although i don't think I have any more secrets,
(bout him , that is),
I felt so light and free.
maybe this thing has been weighing in my chest for too long,
So now,
I'm letting it just to go with the flow.
I do not care what might happen in the future,
but I'm content now.

Funny how puberty change a person.
I have thought I won't have to face this kind of problem,
But now,
it happened.

there's nothing i can do now,
so I'll just sit back and see what will happen next. :D

Thousnands of Apologies!

Sigh, I've been absolutely busy with stuff,
That I did not have the time to update my blog.
Gee, its been a long time isn't it?
I'm sorry!

Basically nothing much have changed.
but, blaming the Ghost festival,
The camp was canceled.
Though, i think it's something good too,
Because I was able to practice the piano for the exam.

I took the exam at Hilton Hotel in PJ.
That examiner had blue eyes!
* smiles
I reckon he's about 40++,
But he's very warm towards me.
The exam went pretty well, thank goodness.

The result just came out,
I scored a 114,
And i'm happy with it. =)
I'm just a bit frustrated,
because the examiner just won't give me,
another 6 marks to get merit.

Oh well, i'm taking grade 6 next year,
So i hope i'll get better marks.